i love u.. i really do

Those glaring words emanating for the computer screen are causing my eyes to water for the umpteen times today. Yet it’s not deterring me from shutting down the comp, coz I know u will be reading this soon.
Yes today was yet another gloomy. i refused to face up to reality.. Literally. Hiding under my comfy and nice smelling blanket sheets till 1pm. Contemplating of life… while moving through bouts semiconsciousness and dreaminess. Thinking… reflecting.. reminiscing… Regretting…(oh how I hate that word) my actions. Even the apologies are too late now… Silently wishing u were here to take away all this misery. But it’s a folly. It cant happen.

Now… here we are. With one last shot. U had taken the risk to be hurt again… and I with my own happiness in my own hands.. where does our destinies lie? Where do paradise begins for us… answers… and that’s for us to find out. Je vous aime.