CNY

well first and for most, i wanna apologise to my dad again.
the previous account had not been entirely true, partly due to some exaggerations on my part.sorry dad.

i've been so self centred, and many a times i've failed to consider where my dad is coming from. well, i thank God for the good chat with my dad yesterday. alot of misunderstandings have been cleared up and my dad reassured me that my uni education will be taken care of.

this divorce has been a bittersweet experience.
(i love that word!)
bitter cause the family aint intact anymore.
yet sweet cause i drew alot closer to my dad/mom and sister.
well God works in really mysterious ways i must say.
never in my life had i had the chance of just sitting at the sofa, talking to my dad for over an hour. we talked about his future like whether he's going to remarry (which im totally cool with), talked abt his past; when his own father passed away, and talked abt my personal life.
haha we laughed too, when my dad jokingly said he's going to remarry a "hotbabe"!
really, im okay with that.
i just want my dad to be happy u know.

hmmm. i surprised myself for taking this whole crisis so well.
and im glad i have my dad's resilence.
he admired me for that and i do for his.

Thank God for carrying me through this. thank God for the strength and the optimism. thank God for friends who have been keeping me in prayers.

well Happy Chinese New Year to all.
while we are delighted to see red every CNY, like hangbaos and baw gua,
rem also that the greatest gift came in red also : the blood of Christ.

i thank u for the cross,
i thank u for the cross.


cnY and vday updates another time! =)
im going to do a video.. so do continue to check out my site!
hahas.