memories

i spent a fruitful afternoon last friday reading my past entries.
so much memories in school, so much memories with those i loved.
today im just here to add another post that may one day become a memory.

so it's been close to 3 months that i found out about my dad's affair.
the divorce is close to finalised.
the papers are signed.
the assets/ shares/ stocks are divided
and there is this new house we are now vying for.

endless is the amount of tears shed,
countless is the nights we toss and turn in bed
so many a times we left the food untouched
silently wishing all this couldnt just have happened to me.

no, im not here to scream out for attention.
im not here craving for sypmathy.
coz the Lord is gracious and merciful.
His amazing grace is all i need
i may not understand His plan, but His will is to be done.

praise the Lord, for many of my prayers have been answered.
things at home are better now
ironically, i drew closer to my mom, dad and sis in this period of time.
will continue to update =)



this is not superficial, this is not lust
i want it to be holy and pleasing in His sight