amazing GOD

im burning with excitement as im typing this out. God has been truly amazing and wonderful to me!

yesterday was the slowest, most painful day in 2007.
and today, with His grace and awesome power brought so much love into my life and i just can't stop praising Him.

i went to sleep last night praying that God take away all this sorrow and grief and in faith, He answered my prayers today.

i woke up this morning to long email from eugene, my close smu friend and chummy neighbor. eugene wrote of how he wants me to know that i'm not alone in this period of time and how he will be there for me emotionally and physically. and how we will have 4am breakfast at macs, or play frisbee if i ever need company.
i sense his sincerity and concern in this email and it overwhelms and touched me cause this friendship is barely 3 months old and i believed God has placed him here in my life for a reason.
thank u chummy :)

then i talked to Jenny (my cell leader) who has been such a great source of comfort for me too.
and of course ena, my beloved best friend who's just too awesome.
i feel so loved. so loved by them so loved by God.

and even my bgs project mate talked to me about God... how he shared his disappointment in his business law test and how he encouraged me to look onto the Lord. i mean sharing such personal stuff to a project mate is really really rare. especially when people say it's hard to find close friends in uni. and here we are sharing about our faith and life experiences.
God just blows me away time and time again.

and praise God i got a A+ for my bgs assignment. which im very very happy and thankful for. when i got back my script it was like i remember the feeling of being truly happy in a long long time.
then i went to my AS grp mate house to do some filming for our ppt next week. it was really fun. cause all my group mates are girls i had to cross dress to play the father. some of the scenes are hilarious. there is this bed scene! hahahas.
maybe i will show the video here some day.

and then when i reached home i found out that my biz law grp mate has the answers to the business law case (from his gf)that we are presenting next week. it was like a burden off my shoulder. what a relief i tell you!

and then the best part is i talked to my older guy cousin on msn earlier tonight. usually we arent that close and since he's in australia pursuing his studies, we seldom talk or see each other. but tonight he msged me.
we found out that we've both broken up recently. it was quite funny, i mean what are the chances when we seldom even talked!
he shared about the crap he went through, the usual horrid feeling after a breakup. (which i do understand) and then we talked about God. (which we never did!)

c h o c k says:
and that my void and emptiness is being filled by his purpose and His hope for me
c h o c k says:
i'm slowly learnign to trust Him
c h o c k says:
like literally trust Him...a test of faith..like if says ...jump into the darkness..i will do it
gladys] psalm 147:3 says:
yeah this emptiness in us will only be filled by His presence. not by partying.. by drinking or even looking for a new r/s but in HIs sole presence
c h o c k says:
and it's juz like a present in front of u..but u can't open it..
c h o c k says:
yeah..
c h o c k says:
so u got to be patient and when He says it's time to open u open..and u will see His works
c h o c k says:
and u will be happy
c h o c k says:
for me..i juz want to be happy with someone, to love and feel love, and that the relationship will be good in His eyes and that He will bless her and i everyday till eternity
c h o c k says:
tat's all i want now..i don't need a fast car..i don't need cash
gladys] psalm 147:3 says:
when me and my bf was on the verge of breaking up.. i told God. that no matter what his plans is for me.. whether a breakup or not i will still Praise Him. and by honoring hIm. he showered his love and help spped up the healing process
c h o c k says:
yeah
c h o c k says:
don't worry
gladys] psalm 147:3 says:
wow. im glad we are both there with God so close in our lives.
c h o c k says:
u cousin who is older than u..is going through the same phase as u..not exactly the same..but somewhat similar and tomorrow will be a better day
c h o c k says:
and it's going to be better not becoz it's gonna be easier..but becoz He's there to get us through wat the world has installed for us
gladys] psalm 147:3 says:
yeah. today has been amazing already! everyday shall be


P.S dont get confused. my cousin's nick is Chock. (he is afterall My cousin)

sigh. words cant express how much i wanna to praise Him right now.

in His arms He told me in,
on His shoulders i shed my tears
below His feet I will bow
and with my mouth i sing His praise forever.

AMEN.