crap bag

there's this crappy feeling in me. and it's been around since friday :(
i just pray it goes away soon.

ena says love and pain coexist. guess it make sense. ena's always therapeutic in times like this.
and ena says too much contact brings about conflict...
what do i make of that?

whose shoulders are big enough to share this burden?
whose ears are attentive to hear this pain?
whose heart are big enough to take me in?

in victory i praise you Lord,
in defeat i praise You still