CNY is not for me
this is the last weekend before CNY is here but i still have not done any shopping for clothes or whatever.
Unlike the past years, there is always this mad dash to get new clothes... this year i just wanna wrap myself up in rags and hand me downs.
ok, that is a tad of exaggeration. but in short, the festive mood just didnt quite catch on with me there. i find it extremely "economically unwise" to want to buy any clothes before CNY when all the prices are sky high. plus the new year goodies just add unwanted calories.
"housevisiting" can be defined by the "Emo Webmaster Dictionary" as gorging yourself silly with food and sitting there at the sofa making small redundant talk. (simply cause it's too rude to take the hongbaos and leave)
sigh. i think i know why im so put off my CNY this year.
This will be the first CNY without my dad around. I've always liked CNY. "CNY = family time" to me in the past.
and with all that happened with my parents, i guess i just want CNY to be less 'festive'
but my whole family (including my dad) will be going to my uncle's place for reunion dinner. it's a bittersweet event.
am i suppose to be happy to finally have a family dinner or sad cause i know it's just not the same anymore?
i dont know how it will go. will my relatives not welcome my dad? will my mom find it too awkward and stressful to be around my daD?
and how the fuck am i suppose to react if any shit were to happen?
i dont know man. im just here ranting.
by the way, i do type really fast
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Unlike the past years, there is always this mad dash to get new clothes... this year i just wanna wrap myself up in rags and hand me downs.
ok, that is a tad of exaggeration. but in short, the festive mood just didnt quite catch on with me there. i find it extremely "economically unwise" to want to buy any clothes before CNY when all the prices are sky high. plus the new year goodies just add unwanted calories.
"housevisiting" can be defined by the "Emo Webmaster Dictionary" as gorging yourself silly with food and sitting there at the sofa making small redundant talk. (simply cause it's too rude to take the hongbaos and leave)
sigh. i think i know why im so put off my CNY this year.
This will be the first CNY without my dad around. I've always liked CNY. "CNY = family time" to me in the past.
and with all that happened with my parents, i guess i just want CNY to be less 'festive'
but my whole family (including my dad) will be going to my uncle's place for reunion dinner. it's a bittersweet event.
am i suppose to be happy to finally have a family dinner or sad cause i know it's just not the same anymore?
i dont know how it will go. will my relatives not welcome my dad? will my mom find it too awkward and stressful to be around my daD?
and how the fuck am i suppose to react if any shit were to happen?
i dont know man. im just here ranting.
by the way, i do type really fast
81 words
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