where'd you go?

hmm it has been more than 6 months since i've seen my dad.
and he just sent me a sms that left me pained and guilty...
i really dont need this right now...

alot of other 'more important stuff' seems to have clouded my priorities for these 6 months.
though my father has never been an emotional figure in my life, and after all of his stupid mistakes, leaving this family in ruins.... i can so easily choose to be detached from him. but i cant. it pains me to know he's hurting too.
my blood's rushing to my head. and i can feel his own blood in mine...