i digg these pics

some interesting pictures that i found while randomly surfing.
the picture of that Afgan girl was made a big hit by National Geographic. i guess it's her eyes that are so captivating. like you never ever wanna lose her gaze.

and the latter picture, just shows color discrimination.


this is current desktop wallpaper. i really really love it :)
i think the white spaces complete the picture.


plus i stumbled upon this super super cute power point template.

how adorable right! :)










other nice desktop pics :)

i love this nick "my knight in shiny armor turned out to be a loser in aluminum foil".
haha, koped it from ezzah of course. (must credit her here)

i dont understand why pple think that when u put a nick like that, you MUST be referring to someone.
well im not.
and it's a bit shameless to think you are that loser cause you were never my knight in shiny armor.

i made a list of the reasons why i dont like you. rawrrr!
you dont have a right to put me through this emotional turmoil.
at least i woke up from this airy fairy dream before too much damage is done.
SLAP ME.

maybe the walls aren't coming down as early as i hope. im rather apprehensive.
wasn't too good a feeling agaiN!

you know with such one-liners, i might as well just go twit.

Coffee and cigarettes

some thing's amiss tonight. it gotta be. it's 5am in the morning and i'm blogging.

wished ena was here. okay that was just random.
well maybe not. i need my bestie right now. :( i feel pretty lost and down. but i'm sure she knows what to do and what to say to calm my nerves.

hey Big Guy. you out there? something is screwed up here :(

:(:(:((


I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

my emo emo song is on repeat.... and will be till....

SHITTIFIED MOViE.

if you watch the movie "the mist", you would feel like doing what the lead actor did to the remaining survivors.
well, he shot them.

and i felt like killing myself in the show. The mist raised the 'standards' for sure, the standards of a HORRIBLE film.
well, it was suppose to be a gory, horror movie but i find myself laughing at more than half of the scenes. Cause it was simply hilariously ridiculous and the other half, i was wishing i was dead.

well it was a stupid story of a mist settling down upon this town. in the midst of the mist( pun intended) were tentacles-like creature, big alien liked spiders/ flies that eat humans. so a group of people were stranded in this convenience store and whoever who ventured out of the store were eventually murdered gruesomely by the creatures (who was said to be from a parallel universe and had "spilt" over to our universe by some freak scientific accident) ---> GET REAL.
In the end, this lead actor managed to get 4 other survivors out of the store with him. they drove and drove till the tank was empty and still the midst encompasses them. There was no end to the misery they were feeling. no sign of human civilization not ruined by the creatures. So smart guy decided to kill the 4 others with the remaining 4 gun bullets he had, to spare them of the misery.
and just as he was screaming and wailing thinking he was all alone in this, an army tanker with people pulled up beside him. Help was here. and SO Miraculously and so timely, the midst cleared uP!
ZOMG!!!!

at least one thing i learn today: procrastinating is a virtue.
if smart guy had waited a while longer before ending the lives of the other 4, he would have gone them out of this shit.
yea. way to go! to procrastinate!
heard this saying? "the early worm is for the birds."

at least kian kept me entertained after the movie.
what a weird combi. ezzah, kian and I watching a movvie?!!hahas i want to be in the same white water rafting group as them!!!

CNY is not for me

this is the last weekend before CNY is here but i still have not done any shopping for clothes or whatever.
Unlike the past years, there is always this mad dash to get new clothes... this year i just wanna wrap myself up in rags and hand me downs.

ok, that is a tad of exaggeration. but in short, the festive mood just didnt quite catch on with me there. i find it extremely "economically unwise" to want to buy any clothes before CNY when all the prices are sky high. plus the new year goodies just add unwanted calories.
"housevisiting" can be defined by the "Emo Webmaster Dictionary" as gorging yourself silly with food and sitting there at the sofa making small redundant talk. (simply cause it's too rude to take the hongbaos and leave)

sigh. i think i know why im so put off my CNY this year.

This will be the first CNY without my dad around. I've always liked CNY. "CNY = family time" to me in the past.
and with all that happened with my parents, i guess i just want CNY to be less 'festive'

but my whole family (including my dad) will be going to my uncle's place for reunion dinner. it's a bittersweet event.
am i suppose to be happy to finally have a family dinner or sad cause i know it's just not the same anymore?
i dont know how it will go. will my relatives not welcome my dad? will my mom find it too awkward and stressful to be around my daD?
and how the fuck am i suppose to react if any shit were to happen?


i dont know man. im just here ranting.

by the way, i do type really fast
81 words

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