im from venus ( i think)

you know like how u think someone is damn annoying. and then like suddenly he becomes mr nice?
yeah i think that just happened.

reminds me alot of my primary days. when i used to have this immense hatred for anyone of the opposite gender. then suddenly, when puberty struck. ha ha ha. look who's having the last laugh. sure is a love hate thing going on.

being on top

the very sweet thing called love

i stumbled upon this blog, called "Him & Her"
and i guess it's the sweetest blog i've ever read.
it's a blog co hosted by this couple, who is totally unrelated to me, whatsoever.
and i can't help but feel all so warm and dandy inside just reading their posts.

Here's a line by the girl.

"Reason #75223 for loving Him: We couldn’t remember what drink I had the other time which I loved. So he bought one of two closest choices so I could choose. "

wow. that's any good reason to clear away the hdark clouds in anyone's life.
and here's another


:) beams. this blog made my day!

easter sunday

I want to remember this very day. 23 March 08.
The day of my baptism.

It's such a wonderful spiritual milestone in my Christian life and i'm glad my close friends, family were there to witness it.
Thank you Ena, Annie, Lydia for being there. You guys are the best sisters in Christ anyone can wish for, and i thank for your presence in my life.
Thank you Lydia for bringing me to Christ, for all the spiritual knowledge you have shared with me and annie in FERC since 2004.
Thank you annie for your love in Christ that touched my heart. I remember back in sec 4,it was your spiritual high that made me long to know the personal Savior that you love so passionately.

Though we three may not hang out as often as we used to, but i still hold you guys very closely in my heart. I thank God in every remembrance of you.

Thank you Ena for picking me up in times of spiritual dryness and Im just so blessed at the fact that my very best friend worship the same living God as i do. May our friendship continue to grow stronger in the Lord each day :)

And im just so blessed to be part of Imitators cell group. i know if i have to count my blessings, i would count " being part of Imitators cell group" TWICE or even THRICE! when i look around at the earthly things i desire, i realised it all fails in comparisons to the spiritual blessings I have.
and this just brought to my mind a passage from Matthew 6:19-20
Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.

Thank you Lord for everyone in Imitators/ Bridge. :) im so full of gratitude and thanksgiving now .. and my words just seem so ineloquent when it comes to expressing how i feel inside.

I want to remember today's Easter Sunday Service at Palawan Beach.
I want to remember the soft sand in my toes and the scenic view of the horizon this morning.
I want to remember the sermon of John 20.
I want to remember the anguish and sorrow i felt when i saw David's reenactment of Christ last living moments before He was cruxified.
I want to remember the joy as we sung the worship songs proclaiming "You are alive and have risen!"
I want to remember the feeling of embarking on a new life with You.

take it all

good friday

Till on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

This Good Friday,
i thank you Lord for the price you've paid on the cross. no words can ever express how great your love is.
and im sorry Lord for the ways that I've let you down. I pray that with your mighty strength, you will transform me after your image.

Thank you for your abundant blessings in my life.
Thank you for "imitators" cell group. for such a great time of fellowship and fun at the bbq.

at peace once again









:But he was pierced for our rebellion,
crushed for our sins.
He was beaten so we could be whole.
He was whipped so we could be healed."

Isiah 53: 5

never enough

it was a refreshing time meeting up with ena, cheryl and josef tan!
we had dinner at the exuberantly overpriced newton circus, where the food wasn't that fantastic either.
but the company sure was!

it's just a great, enjoyable time hanging out them and i actually felt a bit sad that we had to go back home so soon :(
haha, i just don't think i can get enough talking to josef. he's such a great guy to talk to, to laugh at, to joke around with. i don't know if you know the refreshing feeling of talking to someone from a different walk of life. instead of the usual school talk, josef tan was able to spice up our conversations with his perspectives of relationships/ marriage/ school (from a teacher's point of view!) and of course his silly antics of "ways to pose to look slim in a picture".

he thinks by sucking the air out of his cheeks will make him look slimmer! haha! not working mr josef!



hahas, and he's nice to let us drove his car back to each of our house.
and in the car back, i asked if he thinks that we've matured in the way that we talk about things now. and he said definitely.
hmmm, and i felt this lil pride whelming up within me. you know, the thought that you are growing up!
hahas. yays! im growing up! :)and i think it's alot because of smu.

warped day

project meeting in school today effectively ruined my Sunday. it's just the horrid feeling i get when i hang around the city campus too much. it's eeky.

i canceled my tuition just for this meeting and it was not all that productive, which really ticked me off. blahhhh.
some people really need to be spoon fed! and it bothers me a lot. fine, it's justifiable that your command of English ain't that good, but i really don't see any effort from you to want to attempt to work out a speech.
Ironically, your msn-ing skills during meetings seems more than satisfactory.

weeners embargo

it was a great night at timbre with denise and kian.
goodfellas! (my fav band) played tonight :)
as usual, denise and in our melodramatic voices crooned to the lyrics of "creep", "closer", you know the usual covers that the band always does.

no beer tonight, but my bestie was still a lil high.haha. 2 more months till we set another record breaking night.

yeah and i like it where we are now.
being dependent, with no emotional baggage, no silly distractions that take time away from the MORE important things in life :)
yup that's right, it's the whole "weeners embargo" phase now.

oks am tired.
laterz

my girlfriend and i

this weekend, denise was almost like a girlfriend to me. :) haha!

On friday night, we met for coffee in town. it was an impromptu meeting, something we never did! haha

and on saturday night, she came pick me up from the smux bbq (which was really fun by the way) and we walked over to her house, where i stayed over! haha.

we photo whored on her macbook and talked till the early hours of the morning.
:)
love you girlfriend.

sometimes you make me wonder if im bi. hahaha kiddingggg

the weather's a bitch

looks like im not the only one. haha

but it's been gloomy and wet the past consecutive 3 days.
yikes. perfect reflection of my mood when i wake up in the morning too.

i woke up this morning and decided to miss the first half of my TWC class.
stupid weather. the rain's like not going to clear up. in fact, the rain's heavier than when i was SUPPOSED to set off for class. arghhhh...

so i end up watching 1 episode of FRIENDS for some humor therapy.
it worked. kinda. a little.
ciaos. going to set off for school now.

rant rant rant.

unbreakable records

i did the impossible today.
i stayed in school compiling my TWC report with 1 other group mate till 230am.
yeah. wont be surprised if u did a double take on that.

230am. mind you.

anyway, i shan't lose focus on what i've set out to accomplish this semester.

"social issues are non issues"

plus i am on a "clubbing sabbatical". no more clubbing till summers.
last week's experience at mambo was horrible. enough to turn me off full time.

there's so much i wanna say here. :| but knowing who my audience is, just deters me from doing so.
in a nutshell. i quite crappy.

im blogging random thoughts. dont blame me. it's 316am.

im feeling empty despite the ways i try to fill myself up.
Empty. my life, devoid of hue.

im going HONG KONG for R&R after my OCIP in China. never been to hongkong. so yays im looking forward to it.

sometimes i think my comments are bit brash. i hate myself for being like that. im sorry if it hurts.

my sis have not been back home in a couple of days. hmmm. where'd she go?


LTB execution this saturday sunday. :):)
I think i do enjoy LTB mod the most!

hmm when will they catch the micheal scofield wannabe?

term break :)

well, i think i had one of the best week in smu ever.

Sunday to Tuesday
Went white water rafting in Perak, malaysia :)
The experience on the raft was just too good to be true. just being there, embracing the tranquility of the rain forest makes 7 weeks of hard work in smu all worth it.
i will never want to forget the scenic view, the cool breeze against my cheeks, and the refreshing clear river water!
the ride down the river was altogether peaceful and adrenaline-packed. we were laughing and screaming like crazy each time we raft through the river rapids... and when we reached downstream, we just sat silently in our rafts soaking in the beauty of our surroundings.
i am always humbled in God's awesome creation.





ezzah me and kian :) a very weird mix of people.
Law, business, econs!
hahahas. random.


Thursday
Went tree top walk with my LTB mates too! :)
the walk almost killed my legs. if it wasn't the 10km walk it has got to be the clubbing the night before. hahah but nonetheless, it was a refreshing experience to be back in nature. Im really proud to say that my LTB group mates actually took time off to do a leisure walk that is totally out of school time. weeehees.
and im so blessed with the chemistry in our TEAM, :) the progress of our CSP has been pretty smooth.

had dinner at a tucked away place, :)
always a good feeling to be brought to a new chill out place.
plus, it was my first "recess" in a long while. haha.

Leap years was all righties... i still prefer "PS i love you/ Juno".
Juno's soundtracks are all so AWESOME! best indie mix ever.
oh yeah, i havent tell you how much i think juno (the main character) is so freaking cool. I just digg her slangs, her attitude and i think a part of me just wish i could be like her. be as carefree, and be as indifferent to what others perceived of me.

Went for Bailmos at Dxo that same night, all for the sole purpose of supporting denise dear! Her salsa performance was freaking HOT!!! muah. i think she is definitely one of the better few dancers there! am so proud of you girl!.






Today
i woke up with this undefined gloom within me.
it was just like the weather. a lousy one.


my best friend came over to my place though :) and helped clear away the dark clouds in my heart. PLUS. all gloom went away when i went to the Night Safari!

another experience back in NATURE. gosh. who am i to kid if i were to say i didn't my term break appreciating MOTHER NATURE.

ahahha. which reminds me of something funny.
when my fren smsed me what i was doing at that time, i said i was at night safari.
and he said " Is night safari the name of a new club?"
DIAO!!
the animal show was enjoyable. i was told that the jokes/ antics have been the same since last year.
ha, i find it a challenge to be able to repeat your jokes again and again, and always keeping that enthusiasm.
Hats off.
but the host was really funny la.

and here is the only decently lighted pic we took. :)
plus me on my little pony!





weeehees. tomorrow's sunday. im quite happy to know im going to church in a couple of hours! ciaos.
it's 330am now and i need some sleep!