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Chingay updates!















haha. so we actually DO need a ticket to sit by the road. nope we didnt get run down by floats and we did manage to look up the arses of those prancing on the floats.

met some interesting pple. like this german guy who's close to 2metres, he looks pretty amusing smoking a pipe and wearing a beret and i took photo with this cute lil boy. but i shant comment too much later ash "classify' me as those kind of pple who find kids cute but dont know who to take care of them. :P

anyways, today i got MC. and im not even sick! just didnt feel like going to work, went down to the polyclinic, wanted to get a influenza vaccine (for no apparent reason) but i told the nurse i had a slight blocked nose and she refer me to the doctor. it's soooo easy to feign illness.

so now i have MC, medicine for sorethroat, cough and running nose and i dont have my vaccine... pffftt.

NEVERMIND. my sweetpeas cooked lunch for me! =)

see u guys on friday!

chingay?!

im going chingay later =) i got the tickets. but im wondering why does the tickets say " please bring alot your picnic mat for road seating"

??? what's the point of having tickets.
im bamboozled.

hmm maybe the marked out squares on the road and each tickets allocate u to a square on the road. blimey. i wont wanna get run down by the floats. blimey, i dont want to look up anyone's arse today.
oh boy oh boy.

im RANDOM. and bored stift at work.

what if we won....

ALVIN CHEANG KUM HO!!!
this is for u, arent u freaking honoured? stop being a keipo. hahas. but whatever it is, im elated for u and ur girl. have fun doing the art project, u can come to me for advices but u noe my art is like crap.

hmmmmm....thinking about it, aint it weird that u are asking ur ex gf for opinions on ur gf's gift?!! hahas. what is the world coming to?! but u noe im so liberal i will help u.

haha.so im back to work now. HR department gave everyone a hongbao. sadly there is no money inside but a Big Sweep ticket! first prize is 3 million dollars. hmm i dont really know how to check if i've won. nvm can ask gambler melvin! hahas still rem that time after the last Alevel papers, the 5 of us went to buy a lottery ticket and we envisioning what would life be like if we really won...

the newspaper headlines will read "NJ muggers to NJ Winners!"
weihao can fulfil his lifelong dream of building a club under the raintree in nj.
melvin will buy new frens who wont make fun of his hair.
ben will buy a house for "laureen" and himself.
xiujing will buy over cleo and have all the 50most eligble cleo bachelors to herself.
i will become president and fulfil my sister's dream of banning all PRCs for entering singapore.
and we will all give money to natg to make singapore- a US place. so natg wont have to move.

hahahahas. silly billies. i miss s10.

then melvin took our big sweep ticket and went MIA for a few days and we thought he ran away with our money. hahas. but i highly doubt so, coz melvin is working as a librarian. now and we are STILL making fun of his hair. hahas.

CNY day2

hahahahahahs.
it's really hilarious to be drunk.
okay i shall not tell u how much i drank coz my silly sister thinks my alcohol tolerance is really low and that im such a noob.*ouch
but me and denice were laughing and giggling at EVERYTHING!
we were thinking of a name for our little clubbing club and the silly boys can come up wiith some "zoooduo" (from the name zouk and i wonder when is it a duo when there is 4 of us..hmm, gotta ask them to count properly next time)
well i find "3gorgeous and 1 botak" a personal fav. ha. sorry daryl.

well, we were suppose to go for the free MOS party last night but entry closes at 11pm and after that u gotta pay 23 bucks for lousy aircon, horrible music and the experience of being packed like a can of sardines. obviously we forgo that crappy place and went to our fav: phuture.

ha. oh wells. maybe one day i would get sick of clubbing.

anw how cool is ashley's parents. they are going to join us on one of the mambo nights.hahas. erhh.. mambo is like -.- , and hmmm is it worth taking leave for. i dont noe man.

this Chinese new year has been a special one, where some tradtions have been broken and maybe my hongbao collection records has also been broken too? hahhas.
im just glad that my relatives have all been very supportive and understanding during this period. it just warms my heart to know that people out there are sincerely concerned about us. it's really crisis like this that unveils your eyes to see the real character of the person.

a bittersweet CNY it has been.

CNY

well first and for most, i wanna apologise to my dad again.
the previous account had not been entirely true, partly due to some exaggerations on my part.sorry dad.

i've been so self centred, and many a times i've failed to consider where my dad is coming from. well, i thank God for the good chat with my dad yesterday. alot of misunderstandings have been cleared up and my dad reassured me that my uni education will be taken care of.

this divorce has been a bittersweet experience.
(i love that word!)
bitter cause the family aint intact anymore.
yet sweet cause i drew alot closer to my dad/mom and sister.
well God works in really mysterious ways i must say.
never in my life had i had the chance of just sitting at the sofa, talking to my dad for over an hour. we talked about his future like whether he's going to remarry (which im totally cool with), talked abt his past; when his own father passed away, and talked abt my personal life.
haha we laughed too, when my dad jokingly said he's going to remarry a "hotbabe"!
really, im okay with that.
i just want my dad to be happy u know.

hmmm. i surprised myself for taking this whole crisis so well.
and im glad i have my dad's resilence.
he admired me for that and i do for his.

Thank God for carrying me through this. thank God for the strength and the optimism. thank God for friends who have been keeping me in prayers.

well Happy Chinese New Year to all.
while we are delighted to see red every CNY, like hangbaos and baw gua,
rem also that the greatest gift came in red also : the blood of Christ.

i thank u for the cross,
i thank u for the cross.


cnY and vday updates another time! =)
im going to do a video.. so do continue to check out my site!
hahas.

byebye uni

after studying my arse off for like 12 years. this is wad my dad said to me.
"you can skip uni education and just go out to work now."


what the.
where have all the jack neo's "i not stupid" values : that a degree is imperative to "successful" life gone to?

this is MY education u are talking about. been slogging these 12 years and now im just left with 1 more hurdle before i cross into the working world and they are thinking of deprieving me of this opportunity of maximising my potential.

come on.this is so hypocritical.
my parent have always been the kiasu type of parents.
i do all the stupid assessment books in pri sch.
i have tution since pri 3.
my mom was upset thati didnt get into EM1 that she went to talk to the principal
and when i missed MGS by 1 point and ended up in crescent, my parents thought that's the end of the world for me.
and me ending up in njc was also to meet up to their expectations.

and now u are brushing aside my tertiary education over godnoeswhat.


yes my dad may be strapped for cash right now after splitting his assets. but pls. my uni education is only around $20000. i mean if im not worth this amount to him then screw that china woman. i do have a valid reason to discriminate PRCS so dont think im a bitch.

freak. and i told my dad that i've forgiven his wrongdoings. now i thinking abt it, he has not even apologised.
this is crap

candy hearts

The Candy Heart You Should Give Is:

To: ashley From: me

What Candy Heart Should You Give?

gosh this is the most i blogged in a single day.
*faints*
3 more hrs till i give this candy heart away.. weehesss

ilovefridays

today im a happy girl! wheees. yes yes.. come on everyday scream along "today's a FRIDAY!"

i've been reading countless blogs...and everyone who is working is complaining of their job. and everyone who is botak and always taking abt army... well they are simply not blogging.

i think it's really how we perceive our job to be and the kind of people that we hang out with.
i thank God for this job at Getronics. i really like my job.
yes even though waking up early in the morning is a MAJOR turn off but think abt it.. i've been waking up at 6 in the morning to go to sch since godnoeswhen. so now waking up at 7 is actually a bonus!
plus plus! the food around my work place is really fab!
like the homemade curry/fishball noodles/ kaya toast at amara hotel foodcourt, the raw fish at maxwell market, SUBWAY! (subway is always fabulous!), wok express etc etc.
and i have alot of lunch partners now! like cheryl, sam, shandril and my sis =)
hhahas. still rem how we always head down to canteen for recess and lunch choosing only from a miserable number
er of 12 stalls?
and the silly cai fan uncle in nj always charge me more and give me little simply cause i dont buddy budyy with me.
tskkkk.


well, i dont sit with people from my department but im sitting around my boss and people from the sales department. and they are really happening and beautiful. the girls are so skinny and tall while the boys are charming and flirty too ( haha this ah moh guy just gave me his name card and asked me to give him a call!!) like how laid back is this workplace.
thats the PLUS of working in a international company! there are the indians, indon, ahmohs, javanese.. haha NOPE.. no PRC here. yays.
ooh my super nice colleague actually offered to lend me her membership card to St james!they all look like a parttyeee bunch!
and ilovefridays cause' it's a dress down day! guys actually do wear jeans and converse shoes. hhahas how boyishly charming is that. we all look so ready to step into a club i tell ya.

yeah yeah i noe.. all this is just skin deep. i noe the stress/ anxiety they experienced on other days of the week.
so! im really glad my job is stress-free!!!

so it's 6 more hrs till i outtahere. going for weB cell tonight! *beams beams.
what a great way to start the weekend : worshiping God!

crescent

Crescent Girls' School
Crescent Girls' School (CGS) is an autonomous girls' school in Singapore and is not affiliated to any schools. For the past years, students who apply for admission to Crescent must obtain at least PSLE score of ±240 to qualify. Exceptions are runners (Crescent's niche: Track & Field), who must take part in their selection trials. Students here (known as 'Crescentians') are known to be friendly and enthusiastic. The latter is particularly due to their unbelievably impressive screaming ability. Crescentians are often spotted around the Orchard Roadarea (known to them simply as 'Town'), probably due to the fact that the school is located just a few bus stops away from Orchard. CGS is also well-known for their excellence in the performing arts (mainly Symphonic Band, and Chinese and Modern Dance), and uniformed groups (mainly National Cadet Corps and the Red Cross)UniformCrescentians certainly are easily identifiable. Their uniform consists of a pale yellow blouse tucked into a peacock blue pleated skirt, a unique combination of colours that no other schools in Singapore share. A badge is required to be pinned above the chest pocket, and a nametag on the chest pocket itself. School socks with the initials CGS are worn (although the school socks can hardly be seen as they tend to 'disappear' below ankle length, or as many Crescentians claim, shrink) and sports shoes (consisting only of the following colours: white/black/grey/any shade of blue) are to be worn with it. Hair below collar length must be tied up neatly, and no hair accessories other than black, dark blue and brown ones must be worn. The PE uniform consists of a bright yellow shirt with a CGS logo at the front and the words Crescentian at the back, and black shorts with the little words CGS in yellow in the corner.


hahas it's quite hilarious.
i got it from cheryl's blog who got it from answers.com
but seriously. this paragraph do no justice to the hightimes we had in crescent.

talking abt which, i dint get to blog abt the 4c2 class gathering last sat.
it was a great bbq all thanks to DEENS and suilinn. =)
v heartwarming to see almost everybody again.
it really touched me that i can still talk to some people with such ease and comfort even though i havent met up with them for 2 years! especially manas and zakiah. =)
ha. manas so straightforwardly-humorus. so just came up to me and ask abt my list of bfs. hahas.
and im happy she got attached to this 1.87m indian hunk! (manas is 1.5m plus i think!)
im so going to meet up with more 4c2 pple after all this vday-chinesenewyear nonsense.
yeah.. i think we are going to have a nightcyling excursion soon!

enalove

just like how Ash said it.. it's really about time, Lord.
and im coming back to the heart of worship.
draw me close to you
and never let me go.

anw, am staying over at ena's place tonight!
it will be a blast.
we will laugh, sing, share and pray.

sigh. it's another of those "shout outs " to my best fren moments now.
cow this's for you. it had always been about you.
you noe i love u dearly.
in you i see all goodness... and so many a time i wanna be more like u.
your patience, your kind heart and your listening ears i adored it all.
u noe i would marry u if i was a guy.
but im glad that we are best friends.
cause now im unsure who's the guy God intended me to be with
but u are for sure.
u are too real.

i really do feel our friendship deepening to a much Higher level.
it's no longer about the childlike joy we shared in crescent days..
it's no longer about the way we gush over guys/girls in sec4.hahas.
it's not abt the number of times we hang out, watch a movie or go shopping (almost none!)
but it's about the number of times we stood there for each other and feel so loved.

gosh. this is just too emotional..you noe i will always keep u in my prayers.

thank u God for this wonderful friendship.

El shaddai

El Shaddai, El Shaddai,
El-Elyon na Adonia,
Age to age You're still the same,
By the power of the name.
El Shaddai, El Shaddai,
Erkamka na Adonai,
We will praise and lift You high, El Shaddai.

Through your love and through the ram,
You saved the son of Abraham;
Through the power of your hand,
Turned the sea into dry land.
To the outcast on her knees,
You were the God who really sees,
And by Your might,
You set Your children free.

El Shaddai, El Shaddai,
El-Elyon na Adonia,
Age to age You're still the same,
By the power of the name.
El Shaddai, El Shaddai,
Erkamka na Adonai,
We will praise and lift You high, El Shaddai.

Through the years You've made it clear,
That the time of Christ was near,
Though the people couldn't see
What Messiah ought to be. T
hough Your Word contained the plan,
They just could not understand
Your most awesome work was done
Through the frailty of Your Son.

really loved this song. the lyrics are beautiful and the melody so soothing like a cool breeze over green pastures.

memories

i spent a fruitful afternoon last friday reading my past entries.
so much memories in school, so much memories with those i loved.
today im just here to add another post that may one day become a memory.

so it's been close to 3 months that i found out about my dad's affair.
the divorce is close to finalised.
the papers are signed.
the assets/ shares/ stocks are divided
and there is this new house we are now vying for.

endless is the amount of tears shed,
countless is the nights we toss and turn in bed
so many a times we left the food untouched
silently wishing all this couldnt just have happened to me.

no, im not here to scream out for attention.
im not here craving for sypmathy.
coz the Lord is gracious and merciful.
His amazing grace is all i need
i may not understand His plan, but His will is to be done.

praise the Lord, for many of my prayers have been answered.
things at home are better now
ironically, i drew closer to my mom, dad and sis in this period of time.
will continue to update =)



this is not superficial, this is not lust
i want it to be holy and pleasing in His sight